if one goes for a buffet, you can be almost certain that you will end up over eating.
an annoying voice is your head seems to be nagging at you
reminding you that you are obliged to eat your money's worth
and so you go on pushing past the "comfortably full" limit so that you dont waste the hefty amount that you paid.
and so you end up eating way more than you can handle and feeling stuffed.

you never listen
you never hear.
you see what you want to
and i am simply pushing up against the brick wall.
i will always be the selfish ungrateful bitch that doesnt give a shite about anything.
youre not the one holding on to two jobs with the prospect of a whole year or school ahead of you.
you think its so fucking easy.
try living my life.
i dont take anything from you.
so why wont you just leave me alone
thanks for spoiling my day

life's so much easier when we're half asleep and fighting over the blanket and pillows
limps in a heap
lost in the world of cotten sheets.
otherwise
cruising down the streets
orange glow of the street lamps guide us on our way
and we're laughing
with the wind in our faces